My stripper name is jesus

I figured it was about time for that annual update I do on here because let's face it holly, moses, and jo are the only people that really use this site anymore. But incase anyone out there is still lurking...

I'm still living in Northfield at least for now, still working at the warehouse coming up on 4 years in october, bought a new computer, had surgery on my foot a couple times in the past month (hopefully it will finally heal right), my hair is about down to my shoulders, and I can't really think of anything else.


btw: Mike I'm gald to see that pic still makes you so happy

btw2: I've been getting weird anonymous texts from someone. Can anyone place the lines

The tempest marches on and on
seeking words of the forgotten song
true loves lost requiem decides
and shelters thoughts from the raging minds

 Still kicking

I know I haven't posted on here in many moons. But I am still alive and kicking. The basic updates are that I've finally moved out of my parents house and up to Northfield where I'm living with a cousin. I've switched to third shift so please avoid calling me at night if you have a tendency to do so and I'm going to be sleeping during the day so if you wanna call shoot for between 5PM and 9PM. That is all for now. Allot of other things have happened but I really don't care to put them up here for the world to see.

 halloween party

theprofromstow's Halloween party:

_pippi_ dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Crusty Bananabreath", though it looked more like the Cardinal of Osbusdale.
akaja dressed as Harry S Truman.
anthonydz dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Infinity Hound.
darksquare didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
djdarkwhysper dressed as a executive webpage designer.
fattymcwhite dressed as Halle Berry.
ffweatherman dressed as Anna Kournikova riding a giraffe.
fly1ng4c3 dressed as the Unknown Power Ranger.
georgebobjriv dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley, and it suited them disturbingly well.
gothamvengence dressed as something stiff, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
ironicmechanic dressed as a ground.
krhainos dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
maiden_hotaru dressed as the Viscount of Optistanara.
mitey dressed as the Magenta Power Ranger.
nohavoc dressed as a small ghost.
paynenotoption dressed as a squirrel.
sonic_mna didn't dress up, spoilsport.
takaginaosama dressed as a bottle of yepphoooid.
ver_ginny dressed as Wile E. Coyote.
xdarkxangelx22x dressed as Marge Simpson.
xenoshin dressed as a goblin.
xhollydayx dressed as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.

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 Ohayocon 2007 update

1. When is it? anyone know for sure...
I called the Hyatt today and it's booked for January 5-7 and the 4th if you do the gopher stuff

2. Are we going as a group through Kent State or seperately this year?
Still not sure if anime club doesn't do anything I might Organize something along the lines of "The Pro's at Con's"(ohh the takiness"

3. If you're going to get a room are you available on 9-9-06 I'm going to go down there with probably Jordan and anyone else who wants to go to get rooms next to eachother?
They're running low on rooms so I'm planning on calling this week to get mine get in touch with whoever you're rooming with to get their room if they want the $103 a nite rate.

4. I'm also just curious who all is going.
Still curious... However I heard that Dustin will be in attendance.


I'm also goin to put up a post about this on the OGO forums, so if anyone wants to post additionally on the subject it'll be in there.


P.S. OGO is Ohio gamers organization. Go here http://ohiogamers.org/v4/index.php

 Ohayocon 2007

I was curious who if anyone was planning on going to ohayocon 2007. I plan on getting my own room again. I was curious who else is getting one to see if we could all get ajoining rooms. I went to the website today but it seems to be down for legal reasons. So the breakdown is...

1. When is it? anyone know for sure...
2. Are we going as a group through Kent State or seperately this year?
3. If you're going to get a room are you available on 9-9-06 I'm going to go down there with probably Jordan and anyone else who wants to go to get rooms next to eachother?
4. I'm also just curious who all is going.


Also so everyone knows I'm working on getting a webpage up and going just for goofyness. But it should hopefully have a seperate page for anime club forums.

I think that's all for now.

Also anyone know why the site was taken down to begin with?

 Will I ever be strong enough?

I have had so much doubt in myself lately. I know I'm a strong person, but I don't know if I will have the strength I need in the end. I've been pushing myslef harder and harder lately to the point I fear might be my full limit. If I don't have the power to go further then I wonder why I do this to begin with. I have studied and trained for so long all to acomplish one goal. Now that I have started to feel that goal approaching I don't think I've prepared enough. All day all I can seem to think is "You'll never be good enough, you'll never be strong enough, you'll never be smart enough, you'll nevery be worthy enough." That's all I feel anymore. Orignally I used it as a driving force but now I feel like it might be dragging me down. WHat if never will be any of those things. I can't stop but can I win?

 My monthly update

I've been busy. I've got all sorts of shit going on in my life and don't know where to begin. Work has been really pissing me off. I almost got fired because I was so sick that I was laying on the floor at home unable to stand up so I couldn't make it into work. It wouldn't have been drama except it was on a wednesday and I apparently have a tendancy to miss Wednesdays.

I know that alot of people are pissed off at me and there's not really anything I can do about that. To most of you I'm sorry I don't harbor ill will towards anyone. I've found that getting pissed at people isn't really worth it. So if it's my fault I'm sorry, if it's your fault don't try to start shit and I should get along fine with you.

I know that I've been acting wierd lately. But, I like I said I have had a lot of shit going on lately. I don't really have anyone to talk to about my problems anymore. I used to count on some people, but I realize that I should only count on myself. For those of you I placed the burden on I apologize. It was wrong of me and I know that. So as of now whatever I may or may not do related to it is solely the business of those involved.

In the love life window I just don't know right now. There is one person I spend too much time with and one that I wonder if something might work with. I think if I go with the one I'm around so much I'll probably just kinda dissappear from everyones life. That might not be a bad thing. If I go with the other one I'll still be around there'll probably just be another person mixed in the group.

I know all this sounds wierd and alot of your first thoughts are going to be man he's being emo. But it's not emo. It's growing up.

I'll probably update when I figure out what I'm going to do. If I ever do.

 I'm still alive

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My japanese name is ?? Kajou (nine stripes) 雄大 Masahiro (big hero).
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 Research

It looks like I'm going to be headed towards the KSU library tomorrow after work to do some research on things from my dreams. Jordan and Erik said that they would be willing to help out so I figure we'll all get there around 5. I'm going to try to get in touch with Jewel and Ginny to see if they could give me a hand. Vikki said she might be out there doing some research of her own, so she might stop by.

I'm not sure how long this is going to take and Jordan asked me what I can find there that I can't find on the internet. It basically comes down to the fact that I feel the need for paper on this one. The smell of musty old books and notes scribbled in the margins. Being the geek I am I love the internet but there are times when nothing beets a library. And afterwards I'm thinking drinking in someone's room.

 My Hiatus

I know that alot of you already know about this but I'm going to be taking my leave from you for a while. I have some things I have to do. It's kind of a spiritual cleansing/training. While I'm taking care of this I wont be talking with pretty much anyone. I might call someone if I think you might be able to help me with answers. I wont be answering my phone while I'm doing this unless I call first. I know that seems selfish but it's the way it is. I have to go through this, it's not really something I want to do, but it's something I have to.

I will be reading my email if you need to get in touch with me. I will also be reading LJ and myspace so try to keep up with what's in your life. If anyone really needs to get in touch with me your best bet is to find someone who has my home number and leave word with my parents. They know how to get in touch with me. But only do it if it's an emergency.

There will probably be one or two times during this when I can have people around. When they come up I'll put them on here. There'll probably be a walk next week I'll put it up here when I know where and when. It'll probably be about 10 miles so here's your warning.

 I hate hospitals

So I woke up this morning to my dad telling me to get my ass out of bed my mom's work had just called and said she was on the way to the hospital. So I got up and showered and we headed towards solon hospital(that's where her work said they were taking her.) When we got there they gave us a funny look and said that no one under her name had been admitted. After about 15-20 minutes they finally tracked her down to hillcrest hospital. So we headed there under my dad's directions. After about 30-40 minutes of drivng we get to south point/north point hospitals. Aparently the used to go by different names. At any rate after being there for about 40 minutes asking all sorts of questions trying to figure out where she is they tell us it could take up to 2 hours for her to be entered into the system. So we decided to go to her work and gather up her stuff and bring it home. While we're driving home my dad gets a phone call and says something along the line of "I'm an idiot" because aparently neither north point nor south point were ever called hillcrest we had gone to the wrong hospitals. So we decided to bring the cars home and wait for my brother to get here then we're all heading up there together.

And people ask me why I drink and smoke. It's not like I have any stress in my life...

 Birthday bash

Most people know by now that my bday is next week on wednesday. Like any other wednesday I'm going to The Dusty Armadillo www.dustya.com . I would like to see all my friends out there. I know Jordan is going like always, however I've also been told by E-rock and DannyP that they're going too. Just stop on out it's free if you're 21+ I'm not sure on the price for people 18-20. I'll be out there making an idiot of myself like usual. You don't need to dance but it's more fun if you do.

BTW: I wont be drinking very much since I have to work the next day.

If you have any questions ask either me or Jordan. Try to let me know if you're coming out.

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So I'm not sure why I'm putting this up here but I'm kinda freaking out today because my dad is in the hospital for surgery. I thought it was just something simple and he would be home tonight but this morning I found out he's going to be in there til Saturday or Sunday. I don't know why this is freaking me out so much. My parents are not the healthiest people. Each of my parents are usually in the hospital for at least a week a year if not more. I just have a really bad feeling about this and had to get it off my mind. I'm probably just over reacting but there's no one I can really talk to anymore so I just decided to throw it out there.

 Wednesday night at the dusty...

So I think Jordan and I decided we should start join in some others tradition of Wednesday Night at the Dusty Armidillo. We headed up there tonight to hang out with some people and the place has incredible feeling to it. When you feel the floor bounce as everyone out on the dance floor jumps at once it's great. Now I'm one of the least fans of country music but it was well worth it to go out there for the evening. If anyone wants to go Jordan and I are both gonna drive next week. If you're 21+ you get in for free, I'm not sure what the cover is for minors. I believe wednesday is ladies night which means all females get in free. But I could be wrong.

I'm still not sure how I ended up with a girls phone number between my jeans and my boxers... I guess that's one of those things I'll wonder about for quite a while.

Unless I call it...

 New color scheme

there's a new color scheme so everyone can quit their bitching...

 Moving...?

So... I've been thinking about this alot lately and I think it might be time. I've never lived anywhere except the house I grew up in. While I was down in Columbus for the con I realised what an amazing city it is. As a number of you know I have family down there. And more over it might be a chance for me to start over.

The past few days I've been checking out jobs down there over the net. I think I'm going to try to set up a few interviews for the weekend of the 28th. I figure I'll head down in the morning and make a few stops, visit the family, get more pocky, so on and so forth. Then I'll go on any interviews I can line up. Then if I have any free time I'm going to go check out apartments. I'm planning on ending the day by going to lemongrass (the cool japanese restaurant I mentioned in the weekend wrap up.) I should be heading home around 9-10.

If this all works out I'll probably be moving down there around the end of February begining of March. I know this probably seems random to alot of you. But if you're really friends with me you should know there's more to me than the crazy partying pro from stow. It's hard to explain why I'm doing this, but I'm hoping you'll all support my decision.

 weekend wrap up(a day late)

So I ended up going to ohayocon. I really shouldn't have but I did. Moses ended up giving me a ride down there. We got down there around 2 on Friday and checked in. There wasn't anything really that good on the schedule so I went to the dealers room and just kinda hung out with some friends. Originally I was supposed to end meet with some family I have down there, but they ended up having some last minute company. Instead of being in my room alone, however my friend Erin(nice hat) and her friend Sam crashed in the room with me. There was also a small party in Jordan's room.

I woke up saturday to go meet the afore mentioned family for breakfast. It was good to see them since I havn't seen them in such a long time. When I first walked in they didn't recognize me. So after I got out of breakfast I headed back to the con. I met up with some friends down in the food court. When they were done eating I went to the only panel I actually attended this weekend. The MMO panel. I've only played the one MMO, as all of you know I play W.o.W. It was a really poorly organized panel. It ended up being taken over by one of the guests. I ended up leaving half way through. I spent most of the day palling around with one friend or another. I also took a quick trip to the dealers room.

Around 4 o'clock a group of us went to chipotle for a late lunch. After we got done there I headed back to the hotel and tried to nap. After a few hours of not being able to nap I met up with friends again. Around 8:30 I headed out for dinner with Kirsten and some of her friends. We debated between going to a few different places. We ended up at a Japanese bistro. It was really good. It came out to a little over $20 for soup an entre and a beer so I feel it was reasonable (next time I go down to Columbus I'm gonna have to stop through there.) After that we headed back to the hotel. Kirsten came up to the room and we had a drink and ended up watching an ep of stargate atlantis, followed by an ep of SG1. When the shows ended I invited over the group for a few beers. I had about 10 people up there. After about 45 minutes they all headed out. I ended up going down to the rave/dance thing. I got down there just in time for strong bad techno. For some reason I forgot to take off my hoodie so I ran up to my room through my hoodie in there and downed a bottle of bawls then headed back down. Went in and made an ass of myself for a while. Then I headed went out to gather the rest of the group. After watching Mark and Erik sing a couple tenacious d songs I headed back into the dance. I made an idiot of myself until about 3:30 when I headed up to bed. I still ended up wired til about 7:00 talking to erin until I fell asleep.

I got up around 9:30 on Sunday and headed down to the dealers room one final time. When I got there I got few more things. Then I went back to my room to get things ready to check out. I got out of there by 10:30. I barely go the girls out of there by noon (checkout time.) Once I got out of there I met up with Kirsten and we ran over to North Market for food. I really like this place it's got all sorts of different foods there plus wierd little stores. It's just a cool place to go. Since it was now around 1 we got sushi. This is the first time I had ever actually had sushi. I had california rolls, they tasted kinda bland in my opinion. After a little soy sauce it wasn't too bad. I managed to eat them with chop sticks. I'm proud considering it was the third time I've eaten with chop sticks. After that we headed out and wandered around columbus for a bit.

Finally around 2:15 Moses called me up and told me he and erika were ready to go. On the way home I got invited to a concert in Cleveland by a buddy from work. It was a bunch of local bands. We had a pretty good time. One of the bands was a group that a guy from work sings in. After I got home I played sudoku for a few hours. I don't know why but I'm addicted to that game. if anyone wants to learn how to play it it's really simple and really fun.

I think that's about all that happened. If I think of anything else I'll probably forget to post it.

yeah it's bed time...

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I fill my soul with empty dreams
Man can not run from his destinies,
Alive or dead it matters not
I think I need another shot



For those of you that know about what I've recently learned. I'm going to try the experiment tonight. To those of you that stood by me thank you. To those of you that turned on me I'm done with you.

 Fantasy football

I don't know how many people know this but I was in two fantasy football leagues this season and ended up winng 1st place in both. I've never played fantasy football before so I'm pretty proud of this. I think I'm going to run one next year. I'm pretty much throwing out an open invite. It'll be a free league on Yahoo if you want in let me know if you want more info on how to play I've got a fair amount or you can just look around it's pretty easy to find.

Speaking of football I think I'm going to go to classics(the bar around the corner from my house) for the Buckeyes game tomrrow. If you want to meet up there or if you need directions let me know.

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 Merry Xmas to all and to all a FLAMETHROWER

TheProFromStow (3:09:33 PM): happy bday
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:09:38 PM): hooray!
TheProFromStow (3:09:53 PM): what aren't you jesus?
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:09:59 PM): wait let me check
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:10:04 PM): ...........no, sorry
TheProFromStow (3:10:06 PM): damn
TheProFromStow (3:10:12 PM): must be the wrong sn
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:10:21 PM): yeah probably
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:10:25 PM): it happens all the time
TheProFromStow (3:10:57 PM): how did you check?
FFWeatherMen2000 (3:11:15 PM): no tail

 Ohayocon isn't looking too good

So the chances of me going to Ohayocon severely dropped last night. While I was on my way home from the movies(went to see Chronicals Of Narnia) my lights on my cars dash panel started to dim. Then right when I was driving past U-Haul my car just stopped dead. I had to get towed it towed home. So I didn't get home til about 3:30AM. Then since my car is dead I couldn't make it to work today and I probably wont be able to go to work tomorrow.

So now the main problem is that I've got a car that I'm going to have to sink money into. The other problem is that I'm going to be missing out on alot of cash from not being at work this weekend.

I'm not having a good day. I think I'm going to play a little WoW this weekend to try to cheer me up.

Maybe I'll get a call from an old friend who wants to hang out. Some of you may even know who that is...

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